Out of the fire and into the Fire again,

Monday, October 26, 2009

Amaran Love Fee!

AMARAN LOVES FEE:)

Darling,

This is for you.

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away
And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you.

I mean every word in dat song dear.

My mind wanders as I,m trying not to fall in love with you
Cause everytime I wake I ponder on my mistakes of
what I said, it is always my esteem that I sure lose
playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you.

Love,Amaran :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Youre the only thing & Everything.

love.love.love.love.love.love.love.

Life's been great.Things between me and baby is going on well.I hope so we'll be doing well without any fights. I hate those fights.I am happy the way we are now.Thinking of you,loving you,msging you,calling you,everything is about you.
Trying to get over the past.Im sorry for everything.I am glad that you realise how much i love you.And you know how i am,without seeing you for a day.

I dont mind staring at you the whole day and spent my time with you everyday.

I just hope you wont be like others and leave me just like that.I know you wont do that to me.I am very glad to have you in my life.I am just doing my best to do all the littlest things just to see you happy.Everytime,you just drop me a msg,i will be like-YAY! ITS YOU! I also dont know why im like this.My love for you growing deeper and deeper.

Yesterday,painted his wall in his room.Haha.Was not easy though.Some people kena scolding what.HMPH.haha.overall,everything turn out okay ah.Not so bad anyway.

I think thats all Ive got to say.Cannot wait for tomorrow to come to meet you.Gosh,

I FUCKING HELL MISS YOU LAR! :(

Thats all for tonight. nights. I LOVE YOU LOADS BABY!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

I.FUCKING.LOVE.YOU.BABY.

Im back after so long.

Life's been great i guess.

People come,people go.

Im glad ure still by my side.

What do I do without you?

I apologise for everything that I made you went through.

Im happier this way with you.

No fights,no misunderstandings.

I love you a lot baby.

Hope you'll be here with me as long as time keeps moving.

& I fucking love you baby.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Sanya Baby !!!!

SANYA BABY!!

Life's been stale i guess.Spent a lovely sweet time with Sanya Baby yesterday!

Aww.She's effing cute i can say.I was bored and stress at home so i went to aunt house and see her,despite my stupid cramps and also the stupid flu.URRGH!

The past is past.Now that life is as per normal except for some reasons why im feeling down.I dont know what more should i do or say.I tried my best didnt I?Ive given my best didnt I?

I didnt know people can be so selfish at times!I dont know why you can also agree with them and just go with the flow.IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED with you!Come on lar.Think for godness sake.ITS our life not theirs.

Hmm,besides that,I hope the rest is doing fine,Like Amaran,Maha Valentine,Shamini And many more.Made a new friend,Murali fatty!HAHAHA! I miss my friends terribly,meet up soon kays!Now head is spinning round and round.I really dont know what to do lar.Haix.

I guess that covers it all.May God Help Me in coming obstacles.

& i fucking need you!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

♥Happy Birthday Amaran!♥

♥Happy Birthday To You!♥

♥Happy Birthday To You!♥

♥Happy Birthday Amaran!♥

♥Happy Birthday To You!♥

♥09 Of April 2009,12:00AM♥

Hey,

Its your birthday today.

IM SORRY I CANT BE AT YOUR BLOCK RIGHT NOW.

If not definitely I would have come to celebrate your birthday.

So,Happy 17th Birthday To You.

May you have long life,healthy and wealthy always.

May in future you get what you want in life.

And if anything bad happens in future,

I hope the best for you.

Dont worry,I dont forget people easily.

And no worries,

I know ure a very nice person,

And I love you.

Thanks for everything.

I appreciate every single thing you've done for me.

Sorry for the bitter moments.

And thanks for the sweet moments.

I hope ure happy to have me.

Coz I am happy to have you.

Even if we dont last,PLEASE remember that Ive once existed,

IN YOUR LIFE SWEETHEART.

Thanks.

Hahaha.SWEET!

Happy Birthday My Dear!

Hope you'll be happy on your Birthday!

And lastly,

I Thank God for everything.

For having nice people in my life.

For having nice friends in my life.

For having mom my life.

For having nice Boyfriend in my life.

And i fucking love you.

Happy Birthday My Dear.

fee=)

Labels: Happy Birthday To YOU

Sunday, March 29, 2009

♥Happy 19th Birthday Burn!!♥

Happy 19th Birthday Burn Burn Burn!!♥

30th March 2009!! 12:00pm

Specially For You!!♥

You stare at a cake with many burning candles,

The candles lights are dim,

But cover the cake in a soft glow,

Then you notice,

There’s one more,

One year older.

Everyone waits in anticipation,

For you to blow them out ,

“Make your wish!”

The room grows silent.

Everyone’s attention is on YOU.

Blow out the candles,

Make your wish,

Enjoy the love,

A love so thick,

So true,it brings a smile to your face.

Blow out your candles and
Make a wish Burn!

Happy birthday, my friend.

I hope you have a happy one.

One filled with love and happiness.

But I know that you are missing someone.

Someone special to you.

Someone who you wish is there with you now.
So I give you a gift.

A simple one,

Really,

But I know that a gift you'd really enjoy,

Is to be with your special someone.

But this will have to do for now.

This mere piece of poetry
But if you think about it,

Contemplate it deeply.

Think it through,

Looking into your mind,

Around every corner,

You'd see it
The many gifts you receive,

Each so valuable and precious,

Tenderly given to you,

As if taking your hand,

And placing their heart,

Into your palm,
Indeed,

That is what it is,

Their hearts to you,

From far away they give,

They give their emotions.

Their feelings.

And their minds.
They think so fondly of you,

And they hold your feelings,

Like a treasured jewel,

And what they give.

Love,

Care,

Affection.

Is more precious than what I can give.

So Burn,

I just wanna wish you a,

Happy 19th Birthday!!!

May all your wishes come true.

May you have long life,

Healthy,

And Wealthy always.

Hope you'll get what you what in life.

So yeah,stay old Burn!

Hahaha.

And,keep smiling yeahs Birthday Boy

Dont forget when my birthday comes!

Specially Personalised by:Fee Production =)

Thanks.

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Friday, March 27, 2009

Sweet♥

Hey Ho!
At least get to meet sweetheart just now.
Went to penin awhile.
And he got me a jeans!
Hahaa.So Sweet!
I love you dear!Loads.
Now ure out with ur friends.
And its 1:52 am right now.
I wonder what time ull go home.
Waiting for ur msg.
Thinking of you.
And,
I MISS YOU!

POLY gonna start soon.
DAMMMNN!!!

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